In these past few months, I have been seeing life from a new perspective and the truth is we all have been hurt be we have also hurt someone. You don't have to read this and accept the truth about yourself, but how do you plan on moving and growing if you cannot admit your faults.
I can admit for a big part of my adult life I had blamed all my issues and troubles on someone else. I blamed family for how much I struggled. I blamed my friends for not keeping in contact with me. I blame God and the universe for allowing me to suffer so much.
The truth is I had to blame myself for allowing myself to go through all those emotions and never admitting I needed help or family or friends. I wanted to remain strong, and I never wanted to give the satisfaction to anyone that they offered me help because I had been so angry with myself.
The truth is I was also hurting other because of I was in an emotional and spiritual warfare with myself. I did not want to admit that I was the problem in my own life. I did not want to agree that I was condoning my life to spiral out of control. I also did not want to admit that I too have hurt someone in my life who did not deserve it.
Today I accept the fact that I was also the hurt in someone else's life, and I cannot apologize enough to those who have been hurt by my outburst and anger. Today I want you all who read this to have adult conversations with those you have hurt and who have hurt you. Admit your faults, admit you are also to blame, and admit that you are growing and moving forward in life. Today I admit that I was the reason I took so long to heal. I was the reason my life was such a struggle, and I was also the reason I have hurt others.
So, remember when you are out there blaming everyone else someone is also blaming you for the hurt you have given to them. Let us all move forward and heal.
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