Everyone is asking how am I doing and I am saying I'm okay but really I don't know what I feel. I don't know if it is today or tomorrow or yesterday. I can't breathe half the time. I can't move but I am moving. So, I don't know what I am actually supposed to be doing. I sit at my desk and I don't want to turn around. I have to answer question after question and it makes me feel better till I stop and I am alone. I have not been alone one full day. I don't even think I will be able too.
I was driving his car the other day and I just cry the whole time.
I was in HEB and had a panic attack.
If you ask me how am I doing I am going to tell you a lie.
I don't think I will ever be okay again but I will get through this.
I have too.
I love you so much Matthew Valadez!!!
😭😭😭 that left a tear in my eye!! I’m sorry friend!! We are all out here praying for you to get through this friend!!