I don’t feel anything. I laugh but it isn’t real. I smile but it isn’t real. I am just nothing.
There is a pain on my chest that it hasn’t gone away. While sitting at a restaurant the overwhelming feeling and thoughts came to life.
We are never going to have a dinner date.
We are never going to kiss again.
We won’t wake up with each other or go to bed together.
We are never going to listen to music in your car.
We are never going to make love.
We are never going to have a baby.
We are never nothing anymore.
Everything we have done is all that we will ever do.
Can I die of a broken heart?
Or
Is this pain never going to go away and I am just going to have to live with it
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