Well, here I am again.
I am going to start off by saying a few things about myself.
I am Tracy Rodriguez. I am starting this at 34 years old. Well, I turn 35 on the 16th of May. Right at almost over the hill if you ask me. I have tried multiple times to start a podcast or group page and have had success but, I always doubt myself and stop before I have even gotten started leaving my fan base to question why did I stop? (LOL, I don't have a fan base but, still fun to believe) #dreambig This is my newest venture. All I know is something has to work because I am tired of working for the man.
I am a mother of 5 gorgeous girls. A set of twins who are 14-, 13-, 11-, and 6-year-old at this current time. (2024) So, if you need reassurance to know that it is okay to hide in you room afterwork because the constant screaming is too much and there is no point in stopping it because it is the time of the month then I am the person for you!!
I am also finally in a health relationship. Something I have never been in as an adult. I can say if this is what healthy is I will admit that it is boring. No fighting and throwing things at each other or domestic violence happening with love bombing at the end because that is what I think I deserve. Then, Well I will take the boring every day. Again, more to come!!! Trust me I am not easy to deal with and there will be more to come.
I have had the same group of friends for most of my lifetime. They are the family I created outside of my family I have. Not saying I don't love my family but who am I supposed to message and say "tell me if I am wrong" knowing you over exaggerating a bit, but your family will agree you were wrong, but your friends will agree that you are right. Those are the friends who are like family and those are my girls.
I am the middle child of the family. Yes, middle child syndrome at its finest with me. I have two older sisters and a little brother and a little sister. I have always felt like the black sheep of the family. Not because I rebel (which I did) but because of my own self-esteem issues I created in my own head has made me feel left out. (or am I just cooler than them?) Either way we will get to learn about everything. Not because my life is interesting it has been mistakes, after mistakes and a lot of accountabilities on my part to be able to get to this point in life and admit. I could have been the problem.
Either Way I have a lot to share, and I am hoping you will stick around. Either for the entertainment or more so for me to know I am actually able to reach people who are like minded and want to know they are not alone in their thoughts.
Welcome to My Life Is A Mess But I Give Good Advice!
Here for it all <3