If there is something that is for sure guaranteed in life, that is death. You can't outrun death. You can't trick it. You sure as hell...

Hello To, my fellow blog followers or readers or people just trying up the wrong thing on their search bar and finding me! Either way no...

If you know me in real life you might say I am doing pretty good for myself. That I am coping well these days. You could say "She works,...

When you start to make changes in your life after something dramatic or chaotic has happen you really start to lose connections with...

In these past few months, I have been seeing life from a new perspective and the truth is we all have been hurt be we have also hurt...

I keep my eyes closer for longer when I have a memory of you. It allows me to sit with you in real time. I know once I open my eyes I am...

It has been a while since I have admitted to myself that I am just pretending I am doing better. When in reality waking up with a hang...

If there was something all these tragic events in my life have taught me, it would be that moving forward is not moving on. Granted there...

The thing with life changing situations is that you never know what season you are going to land on and stay at. Somedays I see clear...

People say life is short but it is really the longest thing we will ever do but, that doesn't mean we should take it for granted. We...

The weird thing about dramatic life experiences happening to someone it sometimes makes you wonder and think about the afterlife. If...

Every moment of every day I pray for your soul and spirit. You were kind, sweet, and gentle. You always wanted the world to look like a...

Tomorrow Matthew would have been 34. I have been filled with anxiety counting down the days. I don't purposely count it just has now kind...

What no one understand is that I am always counting. 1...2...3... 37 days... I can't stop.. It helps me function. 3 hours till my next...

Every day I wake up and take two pills. Every 6 hours I take another pill. I read and I read and I read. That is how I am getting by. I...

I had to get out of San Antonio for a while. If you know me, I hate to travel. I am never someone who really cares or thinks much about...

It's crazy how death and break ups bring out the vultures. It makes me wonder how long these people have been watching. Do they really...

The worse part of death is those who are alive and hav e to deal with the grief. The guild i feel every day not because I did him wrong...

I keep telling myself I need to rebuild myself because if not I won't get out of bed. I have to live for myself. I could say for my kids...

6:00 am- snooze alarm clock 6:15 am- stops my alarms. Turns to hug you. 6:16 am- realizing you're no longer here 6:45 am- Abby walks in...